The Other Side

Would i be out of line
would i be wrong
when i hurt you
when i say i love you
when i say i miss you….

Remember all those nights
we cried together…
when you whispered sweet nothins’
and i held your hand and got lost…
every night i hate my self hate even more
just to know that i blew it up in smokes
and i drank away the ashes…

Would i be out of line
would i be wrong
when i hurt you
when i say i love you
when i say i miss you….

Perhistoric gods come undone
midnights spells doom,
i don’t know how it happened
but i do know its left me
standing on broken glass…..
tattooed souls and good luck charms
burned in the flaming smokers lungs
and i drank away the ashes…

Would i be out of line
would i be wrong
when i hurt you
when i say i love you
when i say i miss you….

…i miss you baby…..

I’m gonna eat my heart out
gonna walk with u
down the bolevard of dreams
am gonna love with no fear.
Around you, i can’t breathe
i can’t think, i can’t see…
but am still gonna walk
that extra mile for you..
am gonna love you with no fear.

I may have never talked bout’ it
i didn’t wanna waste your time,
i trust you baby,
but i guess i don’t trust the me…
temptations hard to refuse
i can’t think, i can’t see…
but am still gonna walk
that extra mile for you..
am gonna love you with no fear.

Cannot wonder
psychoneurosis infested maggot
sittin’ on his lil blunder
don’t you know that i’m dead
so dead like you…
what in the name of god have u done??

Cannot wonder
inflamed neurocism oriented
ponder…murder…ponder!!!
Is it a rat? or is it a riot?
i need a cause… i need a reason
In the name of god i think i’m done!!!

Seated at the right hand of fear
saviour of a lost life
demon-driven into insanity
crippled shadows follow
buried in lust with loved ones
…shattered in the hands of hated ones.

The time has cometh to rise
forgiven, yet reinstated mass murder
drown my child in the river of green
souls risen in the science of a delirium
buried in lust with loved ones
…shattered in the hands of hated ones.

Wanna be there for you…
in your shadow i reap
what i wished for…
i’ll stand by your side
only to be trampled on
by you.. for you…
wanna be there for you.

Theres so much beauty round’ me
a pain and angst free world
you got your hands on my soul
i can’t quit her, it sadly makes me happy
…wanna be there for you…
by you.. for you…
…wanna be there for you.

Their bombin’ the city!!

What do u mean their bombin the city??

yea… bombin the city thats what i mean!!!

shut up!!! you stoned or somethin’?

No dude its sounds like that… but i ain’t!!!
i’m tellin’ you they’re green…. abnoxious too!!!

they’re like flyin round’ on disk or somethin like that….. why do u think i don’t want to go out????
*shudders*

*silence prevails*

I’m just stupid,
i’m just a moron
am ur saviour….
am a liar…
am just stupid
i’m a moron…….

Its their fuckin decision…. die motherfucker!!!!!

Trangression unfeared..
denial perturbed,
i cry for a shadow…
over the years………..
… i craved for the shadow.
Now that shadow..
..deminishes into thin air…
i cried…i cry…and….

Violent Vibes built on tears..
dry tears of sacrifices..
you gave to get
i was caught in the eclipse,
now locked in a corner….
chimin’ bells…… come get me….
its the end of me cryin’…
eventhough i cried… and……

As i lay here in the dark
of my angst-filled world
i picture you in my arms
everyway….everything….
and deep within i tell myself…
you deserve more than me.

My heart bleeds for more
longs for another ounce of love
reach out to touch you….
but….abliss… wishes ungranted…
and deep within i keep tellin myself
you deserve more than me.