The Other Side

Darkartz will be on slow progress for a few days due to some changes made… There is a new and interesting, very “of the wall” kinda change… so stay tuned

will be back with yet another BANG!!!

Sorry for the inconvenience!!!

Regards,
Gary.

The pain you bore…was my pleasure…waiting for you to drive me over the boundaries of desire…passion…i clutch the sheets…your my potent drug…

I’m trembling with the want for you…
alcohol deprived dispomniac…i want you,
your fingertips drawing letters up my spine
my blood streams craves for your juices…
God damn it!!! Tear me apart!!!

Sipping lemon tea, I try to focus on life
chewing on my pain whilst i write you a poem
God damn it!!! my body trembles for you again
my beautiful addiction…ejaculation of words of want…
i love it when you tear me apart answering my needs!!!

Drawn letters of lust…need…want… pleasure & desire… spoken words of a lifetime want and royalty…i realise i’m gonna spend the rest of my life with you inside of me!!!

Tonight!!! My Darling…Tonight we shall Dine & Dance!!! Intoxicate me…

You make me feel perfect…maybe thats what makes you perfect…

Words of courage escpae your lips, i may have just gazed, missing every word like i were evading dart pellets… but i was sucked into the orbit of your continous motion of your moving lips… i just wanted to reach out and whisper, words of love.

I just wanted to shout on the roof-tops that i love her…she was my summer on that cold cruel winter evening…so hot!!! I found my palms sweating…I just wanted her to know the excruciating pain my lil’ sweetheart put me thru’… i just wanted to reach out protect her from the stares of shrapnel…and whisper, words of Love.

I guess you’ll never know what you do to me…unless you say something in the lines of;

Your wait just ended, I love you!!!

I watch you change from Jekyll to Hyde…i look at the cross, and i look away…its cold this side…i watch the change in you…in YOU!!!

It feels so cold…yet you feel so alive, your smile says it all…so pardon me while i burst into angry tears…I never knew i’ll be so combustible on the verge of 23…i hate this change in YOU!!!

A spark of fire encompassed in the prolonging of the envitable, she stares back at me wipes her spit-stained lips…labored breathe after labour breathe…i watch over like a fly buzzing over a rotten corpse… white… pure… SWEET!!!

I watched her become what she is… i watched her die a million times before she slept into her beauty sleep… a sacred moment or two in between… the words of her pleading to stop were the sweet tones of music in the background…spots of life stains my face…red… blissful… SWEET!!!

I watched you change from Jekyll to Hyde…to a rotten corpse at my feet…i looked at the cross, and i looked away…its warm again…i watched the changes in you…in YOU!!!

You were a sour girl when you met me… you left me a happy girl!!!

Wasted words on anticipation mode
fractured disembedded roof tops
acid mounted pyranna’s
held together with ropes of bleach.

To deny a heart is a crime in in itself…but to denying a crime is sign of a heart…fabricated electro-transitionalised vibes of love…like a vision of green fields…a stretch of land that merges and loses its way deep into the horizon…the whole concept of fairytales and romeos bleeding for their juliets doesn’t hit him as a normal fantasy anymore.

An intrigued kid curious to the fuckin’ core on matters of puberty…his mind gives up but his heart burns on…like fabricated electro-transitionalised vibes of love…for an untouched paradise where the signs of flowers bloom in a smile…a white symbolising bliss…he’ll just rock himself to sleep tonight…yet again!!!

Flying high on speed…magical sweet buttery cocoons of warm milk and cookies…greetings on blissful raged hormonic mode…

*smiles exchanged*

Cocky repetitions…

…shadows of fiery rages crawl up the wall behind Ms. Robinson here…my soul twitches inside of me…eyes roll out of their sockets…and heart skips a beat…

*i scream…*

we’re doomed!!! doom i say…motherfuckin’ Doom!!!

…angels hum my name in a chant of grief… he smiles at his partial victory…

*drop-dead…hollow…*

*…uuuhhhhpppp…uuuhhhhpppp…!!!!*

The queen of storm…stormed…

*splish splash*

…into his wayward world singing on the clouds of a naked night….the love of a father….hid away in his alleys of his lil’ “dick”-world!!!

*…uuuhhhhpppp…uuuhhhhpppp…!!!!*

…bare his pain son…the one of the retracing steps of the waiting world…

*…uuuhhhhpppp…uuuhhhhpppp…!!!!*

…i keep running…only to die a million times half a decade later!!!

…A-men to the Requiem Mass!!!

If you waited for me…then why can’t i wait for you…cause’ the way i see it you’ll always have a place in my heart…i’ve lost you and i know it…but if you ever return…i’ll still remember your embrace…your warmth…i’ll wait for you.

I’ll wait for you tonight, i’ll wait for you tommorow, i’ll wait for you till the time you want…

…and to the people who curb my creative side and call me their friend… you can’t break my spirit…cause i’m going to wait for her!!!

…patience seems to be the only virtue I have left so I’ll wait for you…I’ll sit by myself and wait for you…and just in case you don’t turn up…i’ll be there for sure…

Love you alays man…thanx for everythin’ and i promise i’ll make up for what i’ve put you thru’…

I’m sorry for whatever i’ve put you thru’… and i love you from the deepest part of my heart and soul…I’ll wait for you!!!

I sit and think of the good times and the bad, every one of em’ visions you were always there…when i say i changed my ways, i mean’t it…when i say i love you i mean’t it like it were the end of the world…

Momentos stuck in slow motion, my pheonix risen and fallen…sacred signs of immortality…i put my hands in the sky and the stars will lead me back to you like it were the end of the world…

Stupid elusive questions haunt my inner-self, songs of death flood my portable…destruction is all i see…at times i see you in me…i hate it!!! Is there a tommorow for me? I don’t know… Is there a tommorow for you? I hope so…like it were the end of the world…

Poor ole’ torutured soul screams in pain, demon’s wave him goodbye in a playfulway…sadistic smiles cover their faces…they seem so far…yet so near..like today…yet tommorow…

My eternal soul bops to the very gentle sound…fighting hyacinth on a silver river…insane..insane..

…i say..

Insane…prisoner of reality… gotta’ save her..,gotta save her…

…Astral playgrounds under flood lights…filtered impressions…twisted dreams…stray thoughts follow me to bed…merging with the fragments of anti social structures..

…crystal…crystal…where art thou…oh crystal….where???

I’ll get the blanket from the other room…you can feel the warmth…cause i have this feeling at times that my feelings are dross and silly to express…not that i express myself on a piece of paper to come undone in the eyes of a lost soul himself/herself…

I look into thou eyes of power…succumbing…cowered…my self mutalating smile…heart of gore…your smile…my disease…

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